Songs for the L.O.L.s (Loners, Outcasts, Losers)
by Ven Aeva
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M.O.O.D.S.W.I.N.G.
03:41
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Lone Wolf Space Blues
04:55
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I’m a lone wolf in outer space
Hunting outlaws night and day
My name is like thorns and mirrors
You better stay out of my way
A lost soul seeking for a lost love
A star fading up above
My eyes see the present and past
White doves fly over me at last
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Walking another hundred miles
towards the skyline of my life
All around me faces smile
trying to soothe me for a while
Every voice sings friendly words
Sleep-inducing like the birds
The only thing I’ve never heard
is a pledge to end the hurt
(I wish I could be somebody else)
All the well-meant consolation
will never end the desperation
Due to never living through
all the things love does to you
The mirror tells me of the lies
I’ve been told too many times
In grief I tell myself again
I’ll walk alone until the end
(I wish I could be somebody else)
After wandering for so long
carrying hope into the dawn
If someone were to break my fall
could I handle it at all?
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Save Me, Senpai!
05:45
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Wake up, go to bed, like I’ve done before
All the hours between never matter though
Nothing to witness, nothing to see
And surely nobody wants to bear with me
It’s quite tragic, frankly
It could be so rich, but my life is empty
Over a decade, always the same
Still hoping there’s someone else to blame
With time we learned how to cope with the world
but yet, we failed to learn how to cope with ourselves
So we try to escape and make it through the day
Glued to the screen we dream ourselves away
from this life we ruined ourselves, self-inflicted hell
Hidden in a shell, I know this too well
Continously fighting the waves
Hoping that someday we will be saved
Show me that this can be real
More than just another fantasy life will steal
And there’s only one way out that I can see
I need somebody to save me, come on and fucking save me
We dream of what could be, the future, the past
confessions of love and friendships that last
Insert ourselves into stories we like
and carry that illusion late into the night
I wish I could trade places with Hikigaya
Have a meaningful encounter like Azusagawa
Feel a bond like Tachibana and Miyamizu
and find a place I belong like the Sakurasou
Overcome the odds like Ryuuji and Taiga
Have fate give me my Kagome and let her grab my heart
It wouldn’t even matter what hardships I have to face
if the journey ended with somebody’s loving embrace
Yeah I know, it’s fucking pathetic
And yes I admit that I fucking regret it
I’ve betrayed myself and I gave up normality
I won’t deny I lost my grip on reality
All these wasted years, no progress in life
If it keeps going like that I might aswell just die
But some things are hard to change
Especially when the problem is your own fucking being
So we clench our fists and start to pretend
that we are the lone wolfs among weak men
But we can’t fool ourselves, let alone the others
And we painfully realize that no one can bothered
To try and reach out, say our names without doubt
and then declare out loud that they’re content and proud
of the way we turned out and the things we’re about
are enough to keep our names in their minds and mouths
All the things we aspired to be, the moments we’re out to seek
made room for memories of gloom and misery
It is too late it seems, I am stuck in my dreams
All I can think is "Please, somebody fucking save me"
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French Fries
03:58
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about
"I like the first song" - My mom
"This is exactly the type of music I hate" - Someone, probably
"These are definitely songs" - Me
"This is exactly the type of music I hate" - Someone, probably
"These are definitely songs" - Me
credits
released May 13, 2021
© written, performed and produced by Ven Aeva
© album cover by Ven Aeva
© written, performed and produced by Ven Aeva
© album cover by Ven Aeva
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Ven Aeva Germany
Music producer, visual artist & creator of random nonsense.
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